Agyness Deyn narrates a monologue :)

"It's like you're screaming, and no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed, that someone could be that important - that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless; like nothing can save you. And when it's over, and it's gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back - so that you could have the good."

-Agyness Deyn in Rihanna's music video "we found love"
Source: http://www.vogue.co.uk/news/2011/10/20/rihanna-we-found-love-video---agyness-deyn-voice

Agyness Deyn from all of sources

I was there, unprotected

I was there, unprotected
My head was banging here and there
My body was shaking uncontrolled

I was there, unprotected
I clung on that thing
I don't know what was it (or could I name it?)
It was always there
Be my personal hero

I was there, unprotected
Getting mad, uncontrolled
Freaked out
It ran faster
Faster
Faster
Out of control
Stopped suddenly
then ran again
Turn left
Turn right
Tires screeching
Didn't realize I am a human

I was there, unprotected
My body was shaking
Shivering
Trembling
My eyes, stagnant
My lips, stiff
Frightened

I was sitting in the edge
Tried to think
Contemplating
Questioning "what am I to you?" "what am I to you?" "what am I to you?"
Sobbing
in silent
an hour to spend
Tears were already dry
already wry




I was there, unprotected

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change me, change us.

People change as well as their mind
Sometimes they want to stay
But in the other time they want to leave
Sometimes they found it the best
But in the other time they found it the worst
Sometimes they don't want to give up
But in the other time they want to give up
Sometimes they know it is easy
But in the other time they know it is difficult

Every second is able to change us
from who we really are not into something who we really are
from who we really are into something who we really are not

In us, there are people's mind
we don't live for only one's mind
they are already ready to change us whenever they want to

just hold what is in your hand, and never let it go.





To someone who is in a realm of dream :)

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