Monday, 20 June 2011

Sunday, 19 June 2011

Titik dan Koma

Hari ini
saya hanya ingin menangis
titik

Hari ini
saya hanya ingin merenung
titik

Hari ini
saya hanya ingin meraung
titik

Hari ini
saya tersiksa lahir batin
titik

Hari ini
saya terpecut marah
titik

Hari ini
saya terisak tragis
titik

Hari ini
saya hanya ingin pergi
saya hanya ingin hilang
sayya hanya ingin mati
koma


Comma vs Fullstop

Saturday, 18 June 2011

Being me is non-sense

Being me is non-sense
Being me is difficult
Being me is complicated

Being with me means unhappy
Being with me means miserable
Being with me means sorrowful

Lord knows
I know
and
They know

sometimes, I wanna be somebody else
So that I can take everything as easy as breathing
sometimes, I wanna run far far away
So that nobody finds me nowhere
sometimes, I wanna hide myself in the back
So that everybody sees me as no one

Lets see in Lord's eyes
Perfection?
Integrity?
Precision?

Lets see in their eyes
Peeking?
Glancing?
Staring?

Lets see in my eyes
Weakness?
Faintness?
Paleness?

To Lord
I am indeed a coward

To them
I am indeed a loser

To you
I am indeed a faint heart

To me
I am indeed a non-sense creature
But
To me
I am a human who can see, hear, and feel.



Thursday, 16 June 2011

Fill in the Blank!

Here are some signatures which I collected a few months ago.
and I want you to guess whose signature it is and fill it in the blank if you are already know.
and to help you, I would love to give some description of the person below the signature.
hahahahahaha
just a game =D

1.


she is one of my besties.
she uses veil
she likes smiling
she likes all about japanese and korean things
she has err.. which word to subtitute 'gingsul' in English?
she is .......................
2.



she is one of my besties.
she likes dangdut music.
she likes money, coffee, and milk.
she uses veil.
she has beautiful eyes
she has a wide lips =p
she is ...........................


3.

she is one of my besties
err.. she likes everything about elephants
she likes blue
she uses veil
she has many acne on her face =p
she is ............................

4.


she is one of my besties
she likes cooking
she likes everything about vintage
she has a thick lips =p
she is .....................


5.


he is one of my seniors in my college
he has a black skin
he uses glasses
=p
he is ....................

6.


he is errr... my ex.

7.


she is not a human
she is an animal which is called Monkey
she likes bananas
she likes being in a tree
-___-"
here are the suspected.







Monday, 13 June 2011

Guess it!

You know what?
it makes me want you more
Hold you in my arms and never let go
Hug you this tight and never let go
Keep you with these hands and never let go

You know what?
This love grows everyday, each time of my lifetime.
This heart belongs to nobody but you.
This mind, this body, this soul, is one, is yours.

You know what?
You are not coming to my life
You are not my life guest
Neither the part of my life
But you know what?
You are my life.


Let's say WOW!

Eheheheheheheehehe
Let me think for awhile
why do I want to write about this shit?
F!

please dont see at the memory but see at the photo!
without editing this photo is really cool!



err, okay I think enough.
*close blogger, close facebook, close twitter
umm, no! just kidding!

Ahh! forget it!
next!!!

This is me and err... umm.. errr... umm...

When I opened my photo's folder which are so many folders there
Suddenly I saw these pictures, and I dont know this just comes up into my mind
and I want to write these words. =)
She, who uses black veil and seems so happy there, is my best friend ever.
I tell every single thing to her, until my intimacy with somebody else, I feel I need to tell her too.
she is not my inspiration actually, but I got many lessons from her.
I learn how to stand up with your own feet
I learn how to survive by my own
I learn many things
but she is very err..umm...errr... I can't describe her, but I can feel her.
she is errr...ummm.... can I say the subtitute word for 'love' word?
-___-"



these pictures are taken on 12 March 2011
me and err..umm...err...
the most important to me is to see her laugh =D