Being me is non-sense

Being me is non-sense

Being me is difficult

Being me is complicated

Being with me means unhappy

Being with me means miserable

Being with me means sorrowful

Lord knows

I know

and

They know

sometimes, I wanna be somebody else

So that I can take everything as easy as breathing

sometimes, I wanna run far far away

So that nobody finds me nowhere

sometimes, I wanna hide myself in the back

So that everybody sees me as no one

Lets see in Lord's eyes

Perfection?

Integrity?

Precision?

Lets see in their eyes

Peeking?

Glancing?

Staring?

Lets see in my eyes

Weakness?

Faintness?

Paleness?

To Lord

I am indeed a coward

To them

I am indeed a loser

To you

I am indeed a faint heart

To me

I am indeed a non-sense creature

But

To me

I am a human who can see, hear, and feel.